Hiya I’m back!!! Just before I get into this post, I thought I’d mention that I recently started a Youtube channel! I upload every Sunday (and maybe have some surprise videos as and when) so chances are, you’ve missed a cheeky upload! Please go and subscribe and show me love because it’s scary business!
Today marks national suicide prevention day. This day means a huge ass deal to me because I’ve had such a personal issue with suicide and a lot of my friends have had issues too so I definitely wanted to do a post about it. I planned my schedule dates and I saw I had a blog post going out today and I had to write something for this!
I don’t think this necessarily needs a trigger warning because … I mean it’s obvious what this post is about and if you’re particularly sensitive to suicide, you probably knew already to not click on this post! But I don’t think this needs a trigger warning because I’m not going to go too graphic and it’s going to be a nice lil positive post!
I just want to let you guys know that the world is so so so much better with you in it. There’s absolutely no what if’s and but’s with your life. You may think that people may not miss you but that couldn’t be any further from the truth.
You may think that no one cares but I can assure you I do and I bet everyone in your life does too.
You may think that your friends and family do not give a shit but they do and I can assure you that if you left this earth, there would be a gap in their heart shaped like you.
You may think life is fucking shit and that life will always be this dark and dreary but that couldn’t be any more wrong. Life doesn’t get better but only if you allow it. You have to work at making your life bright and somewhat happy.
I know it’s fucking awful that people get handed brilliant cards – a good family relationship, wealth, happiness etc – and somehow you got horrible cards. But that isn’t the end for you. You can put effort in and get your own brilliant cards. I won’t lie that it’s work but you can do it and achieve so much.